ONE LIFE, THOUSANDS HOPES OR EXPECTATIONS...
how many stars you can see in this sky... and how many feelings and emotions can those little stars give us...
they look at you and than it seems like they want to communicate with you.
This sky is so mysterious, but beautiful and huge.
The same sky I observe and the persons I love...
than the thought comes into my mind to those who are in war... to those who have to decide...
these important decisions that makes you sometimes to be reborn and give back your life and unfortunately to others the life will be 'taken away'.
I am never succeeded to share this way of thinking or the behaviour of some people.
I attempt a kind of anger to those who believe in this conviction....
there are people who think that war is relevant and because of this will attempt pain...
disappointment, grief, anger to must see scenes of murder in TV and than in my mind comes the thought that refers to a message I wrote some time before...
"scenes of children who fight to survive, fight against the murder and because of murdering they die and being dead they have lived a lonely life and they find themselves in many sadness and in the end of each political war they write the only sentence that comes back each time, and because of being afraid to make a mistake... "FROM NOW ON THERE WILL BE MORE JUSTICE, IT WILL NEVER HAPPEN AGAIN"
But this justice shouldn't be there only in war, but also in friendship and love.
I refer to Manuela Pacifico, a dear friend of Laura... a friend of few people who love her with their hearts, she's also a friend of me...
Unfortunately just a friend of persons who only visit her in special moments... obviously marked by discography and concerts of Laura.
I don't know who of you read the message of Manuela, but I did...
A clear, obvious and sincere message, but with words that sometimes are tired and suffered. I wonder... what means being a friend of?
A happiness or something negative?
My conviction is that people arrive who are simple and special, but also negative people.
But when special people arrive they won't go away and with them you'll share everything.
The songs... the nights you spend to write an SMS, the days when you'll see them and you are happy because some day you will meet them again and those days you've shared together will remain a sweet memory....
I have a few friends who I met in Laura's chat and on her party, to each one of them I am connected with sincerity and now they are part of my life.
I think that Manuela has conquered Laura's friendship, because friendship is a thing that you don't have to conquer, until it becomes big and strong.
Many people think that Laura can't have friends outside her job, but who is Laura?
A 30 y.o. woman who is able to love, to laugh, to smile, to cry, can enjoy and can suffer too.
Who are my friends?
Loredana, a special person who is very sincere and clear that she can understand my silences...
Federica... a girl who I met coincidentally, precisely and clear and in less time we are succeeded to share the same ideas and emotions...
Niko, a nice boy, but sometimes a bit impulsive... just like me... but being impulsive is easy I believe.
Susanne, a Dutch girl, in the beginning afraid of being not able to understand each other, but than one night was enough to know, that how big the universe is, it is also very small and it's not important if you speak the same language, with the voice of the heart you'll understand everything.
What to say about Mario... we have lived many painful moments, in different places but the same... he is nice and strong.
Veronique, by her determination which she shows her ideas, her way of laughing at life...
Suor Rina... met on the fanclubparty...about her I like to say... my second mother, a sister, a friend, thanks to her I am here to share my thoughts... my trust that is so big...
Isabella...friendly, sunny and determent with a clear heart always bright.
But there is also another person, who I don't have much contact with, but I respect her and love her too, Silvia
Many people think she has a cold character and is very ill-mannered... but she is a very nice person with a good and sincere character, but hidden by shyness...
At least but not last Manuela...
I have lived many moments with her.
Sometimes we didn't understood and sometimes there is many distance to understand, but it was not difficult to read in her eyes her suffering and her words "many are friends because I am a friend of "
Manuela is a sincere person and often we listen together to our heart and we say a simple, but difficult word... but it's not difficult when you feel it sincerely...
"I LOVE YOU"
I end this message with my conviction that everyone prays on their own way...
Live... love forever...
NADIA
STARS WHO SHINE ABOVE THE SKY
I SEE YOU, I HERE YOU, I TALK WITH YOU
EACH MOMENT YOU PROTECT THE PERSONS YOU LIKE
THE STAR THAT ALWAYS SHINES
YOU PROTECT PERSONS AGAINST ALL IN THIS UNIVERSE
THE GOOD PERSONS WHO RAISE UP EACH MORNING, WHO LOVE, DREAM, PRAY AND LIVE
THE EVIL PERSONS WHO RAISE EACH MORNING AND MAKE SUFFER AND KILL
BUT IF YOU CAN GIVE THEM A PERSON WHO TEACHES THEM TO LOVE AND TO
RESPECT
THAN YOU PROTECT THEM FOR PERSONS WHO LIE AND HURT THE HEART BUT THE SPIRIT ALSO...
IT'S DIFFICULT TO HEAL
YOU DO IT TO MAKE THEM STOP THE WAR AND CONVINCE THEM TO MAKE THE CEASE-FYER FOR ALWAYS
YOU DO IT TO GIVE THE WORLD ONLY LOVE AND DREAMS THAT CAN COME TRUE … TO GIVE THOSE PEOPLE A DREAM THAT EVER LOST ONE...
THAT UNREALISTIC DREAMS ALWAYS WILL BE A SWEET MEMORY...
A STAR THAT SHINES IN THE SKY ABOVE, PROTECT ME TOO, IF YOU CAN...
THE STAR THAT SHINES EACH NIGHT AND WILL REMAIN SHINING …
GIVE THEM LOVE YOU ONLY CAN GIVE...
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16 MAY 2004
ANOTHER MESSAGE LAURA. ANOTHER THOUGHT OF YOU
WRITTEN IN FRONT OF A
SCREEN, BUT EACH WORD OF YOU WILL ARRIVE IN OUR
HEARTS DIRECTLY, FROM
THE ONE WHO STILL IS EMOTIONAL IN A SINCERE WAY
WITHOUT BEING AFRAID
FOR IT.
YOU'VE CELEBRATED YOUR 30TH BIRTHDAY, BUT IT IS
TRUE THAT EVEN THOUGH
TIME CONTINUES, YOUR FACE HASN'T BEEN CHANGED, NOT
YOUR SMILE AND NOT
THOSE SINCERE EYES, THE LOOK OF A SIMPLE GIRL THAT
BELIEVES IN LIFE,
IN LOVE AND IN HONEST FRIENDSHIP.
YOURS AND OUR UNFORGETTABLE MOMENTS WE'VE LIVED
TOGETHER DURING
CONCERTS, ANNUAL MEETINGS, WHERE IT WAS NOT
NECESSARY TO HIDE YOU
NEEDED US ON YOUR SIDE WHILE YOU LIVED DIFFICULT
MOMENTS IN YOUR
LIVE.
DIFFICULT BECAUSE YOU TRIED TO REALISE
SOMETHING, BUT YOU FEEL
THE FEAR AND THE WILL TO RETREAT...
DIFFICULT BECAUSE YOU'VE LOST SOMEONE AND YOU KNOW
YOU CAN'T EMBRACE
THAT PERSON ANYMORE OR JUST GIVE A CALL FOR IT'S
BIRTHDAY.
THESE PERSONS YOU CAN CALL NOW WITH AN IMPORTANT
NAME...
"GUARDIAN ANGELS".
YOU CAN SEE THEM IN A REFLECTION OF A STAR OR
INSIDE OF A DREAM.
THOSE ANGELS TAKE AWAY FROM US VERY OFTEN OUR
LIVES.
HOW MANY TIME YOU HAVE TO MAKE MISTAKES, HOW MANY
TIMES YOU WILL FALL
IN LOVE.
YOU'LL ALWAYS BE DISAPPOINTED IN SOMETHING OR
SOMEONE.
HOW MANY TIMES WILL YOU THINK YOU HAVEN'T GOT THE
POWER ANYMORE TO
CONTINUE THIS JOB. HOW MANY TIMES WILL YOU FEEL
THAT YOU NEED SOMEONE
ON YOUR SIDE OR WHO WANTS YOU JUST BECAUSE OF YOUR
SILENCES.
IT'S NOT
IMPORTANT HOW MUCH IT WILL BE. YOUR LIFE SIMPLY IS
LIFE. AND WILL YOU
THINK ABOUT THIS BEAUTIFULL WORLD THAT IT MAKES
YOU CRY OF HAPPINESS.
AND SOMETIMES IT'S SO CRUEL THAT YOU ARE AFRAID IT
WILL BECOME AN
ENEMY.
OFTEN PEOPLE THINK ABOUT PERSONS WHO THEY'VE MET
IN LIFE. EVEN JUST
FOR A MOMENT.
PERSONS WHO HAVE GIVEN YOU MUCH, BUT YOU DIDN'T
HAVE TIME ANYMORE TO
THANK THEM.
TO PERSONS WHO WILL ALWAYS BE NEARBY, HAVING NOT
MUCH TO OFFER YOU,
BUT TAKE TOO MUCH FROM YOU.
TO SINCERE PERSONS, DIFFICULT TO FIND, BUT IT'S
WORTHWILE TO TRY TO
LOOK FOR THEM.
TO HYPOCRITICAL PERSONS THAT YOU
WILL FIND IN EACH
CORNER. TO GOOD PERSONS THAT ALWAYS ARRIVE WHEN
YOU NEED THEM. TO MAD
PERSONS THAT ALWAYS ARRIVE WHEN YOU DON'T WANT
THEM TO. AND TO
SPECIAL PERSONS ALWAYS ON YOU SIDE. NEARBY, EVEN
WHEN YOU DON'T SEE
THEM.
WHO WILL HELP YOU BEFORE YOU ASKED THEM FOR HELP.
THAT WILL NEVER
GIVE YOU A SENCE OF GUILT, AND WILL NOT HAVE
ANYTHING IN RETURN.
THOSE WHO GIVE YOU A SMILE WHEN IT SEEMS FOR YOU
THAT EVERYTHING IS
USELESS.
YOU WILL BE HAPPY WHEN YOU MEET PEOPLE, SOMEDAY
YOU'LL FIND THEM.
INSIDE OF YOU THEY WILL NEVER DIE.
NOW WE TAKE ALL THOSE THOUGHTS. YOURS AND OURS AND
HOLD THEM TIGHT IN
OUR FISTS THAT WILL MAKE THIS DREAM BLOOM.
THIS WAY
WE'LL STAY WITH
ONE FOOT ON THE GROUND. BECAUSE THE OTHER CLINGS
TO A CLOUD AND
DOESN'T WANT TO GO DOWN.
GOOD NIGHT LAURA... GOOD NIGHT TO THOSE WHO ARE
DREAMING, LOVING,
BELIEVES AND WILL NEVER SURRENDER. TO THOSE WHO
BELIEVE IN THIS
WORLD, YOURS AND OURS. WE THINK THEY WAY YOU
ALWAYS DO.
WE WILL KEEP DOING THAT. SO YOU WILL NEVER FEEL
ALONE. WITH ALWAYS
SINCERE LOVE.
NADIA
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